Why me?

So I was REALLY looking forward to homecoming week but I just keep getting sicker and sicher. First I had a sore throat. Then that went away and I had a stuffy nose. Then this morning I have a sinus infection AND I'm loosing my voice.my throat dosn't hurt though which makes losing my voice really weird. My nose is so stuffed up because of my sinus infection that my ears hurt.......I know that sounds weird but it happens so don't judge me! and I cant stand the smell of vicks. Add that to the fact that I'm going to be up and about all day looking for wedding dresses with my cousin means I dont think I'm going to be done with this cold for a while. Which means my fun homecoming week is becomeing less and less fun with each passing day.......why does it always have to be me?

HOW TO GET OUT OF DISHES

Such an AWESOME COUCH!!!

Homecoming Week Themes!

The homecoming week themes:
Monday=Disney or Pirate
Tuesday= ????????? (they're still changing it to something else. It was going to be toga but they decided against it because they were to exposing and people wern't going to be appropriate....so....yea)
Wednesday=CROSS GENDER DAY!!!! (still so excited)
Thursday= Harry Potter Day (thinking about going as a dementor)
Friday= Spirit Day (GO LODI!!!!!!)

funny quizes

ok so Alyssa told me to go to this sight and take this test that's hallarious.

they are listed on her blog as well so here it is. Here's the website and my scores

- I can only beat 18 five year old.....WELL!!!! lol

- I would most likely taste like spicy fish....dont know how to feel about that....yeah

Depressed

I don't know why but this year is getting harder and harder for me to take. I personally don't really like the new schedual because the big classes that I am taking give you double the homework which sucks. I don't have a lot of friends in my classes and for some reason I don't think I'd want to anyways. I feel like my friends and I are growing farther and farther apart. I didn't realize just how different I am from my friends until I didn't really get to spend much time with them. Are lives are completely different, and I knew that. I mean jeesh we joked about it but......I don't know. Things are just....yeah. I don't really feel like I can relate to my friends anymore. Everyone talks about how awesome the feeling of graduating is but they never tell you about this. I know everything is going to be fine but right now I just feel....kind of alone. As sid the sloth would say; "im a lone lonely loner". That was a comical joke about how alone I feel but you get the picture. Don't worry I'm not going to do anything rash. Suicide is for pussies. I can take this. I'll find my safe haven in my books, which I have been doing for a long while now.
Things are just so different. Change is just so hard. Life is constantly changing.